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Yesterday was a pretty bad day but today turned out to be okay
before I go to bed I have to do some work...

sometimes I find myself really boring
for instance my first comment.

I'm not like some of the more funny bloggers I can't really tell a joke and have people laugh on purpose and, at what I'm trying to get them to laugh at. People always seem to laugh at what I find to not be funny
its a bit frustrating.

sure this is random but...


here is what I have been struggling with

for a while I was constantly in la la land
i like to come up with stories simply for my own enjoyment
but some times what is going on in a story is so interesting and so fun that I want to tell someone
so I find a sibling or my mom and
while my siblings sometimes are very interested, and my mom who also likes my stories sometimes refuses to listen to them until I write them down
which is a bit frustrating because the stories of these people are ever changing in my mind and in order to write down their story I would have to backtrack and start from the beginning and, by the time I write it down i could be two or three weeks deep into their story, which you could imagine would be a lot of writing.

anyway

I want to start telling some of my stories but it is kinda of difficult

however I have posted a small piece of one of my stories on facebook for my friends to see and they liked it and asked for more but I'm wondering if i can do that, if i can tell my stories and not get lost in the uncertainty of these realities I have created for my characters.

I will start but I don't know what the outcome will be

by the way

the name Davit

or Daviette is the name of one of my characters

its a guy and he has a troubling life from the start but his story tells a bit about the events in his life that help him to overcome the trauma of a troubling childhood

the other thing about my stories is that often it is a family that I am speaking about and every generation and almost every person in the story at some point has their life's story told or at least their point of view.

anyway I have been typing enough for today so adios!