what I think

sometimes I say the wrong things
or a say the right things in the wrong way

speaking your mind can be a pain when people all around you are getting mad at you for the way you say something

if your breath stinks my brain registers it as an unpleasant odor originating from your mouth.The initial thought has no inflection whatsoever simply a thought but somewhere between my brain and my mouth things tend to catch inflectuenza. Or what parents like to call and attitude. So what may have initially started out as a simple observation turns into

Wow, what is that smell, oh my gosh, wow, wants some minty fresh gum...

anyway I'm kind of irritated by the fact that all this came out as a side note but what can I do.

Yesterday was a pretty bad day but today turned out to be okay
before I go to bed I have to do some work...

sometimes I find myself really boring
for instance my first comment.

I'm not like some of the more funny bloggers I can't really tell a joke and have people laugh on purpose and, at what I'm trying to get them to laugh at. People always seem to laugh at what I find to not be funny
its a bit frustrating.

sure this is random but...


here is what I have been struggling with

for a while I was constantly in la la land
i like to come up with stories simply for my own enjoyment
but some times what is going on in a story is so interesting and so fun that I want to tell someone
so I find a sibling or my mom and
while my siblings sometimes are very interested, and my mom who also likes my stories sometimes refuses to listen to them until I write them down
which is a bit frustrating because the stories of these people are ever changing in my mind and in order to write down their story I would have to backtrack and start from the beginning and, by the time I write it down i could be two or three weeks deep into their story, which you could imagine would be a lot of writing.

anyway

I want to start telling some of my stories but it is kinda of difficult

however I have posted a small piece of one of my stories on facebook for my friends to see and they liked it and asked for more but I'm wondering if i can do that, if i can tell my stories and not get lost in the uncertainty of these realities I have created for my characters.

I will start but I don't know what the outcome will be

by the way

the name Davit

or Daviette is the name of one of my characters

its a guy and he has a troubling life from the start but his story tells a bit about the events in his life that help him to overcome the trauma of a troubling childhood

the other thing about my stories is that often it is a family that I am speaking about and every generation and almost every person in the story at some point has their life's story told or at least their point of view.

anyway I have been typing enough for today so adios!